Second Life

 I don't want my second life coming to an end so quickly. Boundaries need to be kept. I can do it. I know I can. Of course I can. They can ask, I can say no. And I don't have to feel bad about saying no.

 I'm tired. For real. The balcony work is tiring :/ Weekend is just in time, I suppose. Spoke to Hengrui about the new hobby thing. More ideas inspired by him. Afraid of the idea "giving up" Starting is easy, but stopping is hard, which ultimately makes starting hard. Of course I can always pick up something, devote to it, and change when I see it unfit. However, walking away from something I have been committing, it's hard for me. Persevering, I am. This is a very good trait. I have reasons to believe that it is one of the important factors which contribute to my achievements today. However, too much of it hinders me, as I just realise now. A long time ago, I discovered a reason behind my procrastination, that I'm afraid of proofing "this is the best I can do, which is not so well". By procrastinating,  I can always tell myself that the result is not good because I didn't have time to do my best. From another perspective, maybe I can interpret it as...